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waLA naman taLAgang permanente sa kin,
katuLad ng Lahat ng mga kinakaadikan ko, nagbabago ang Lahat.
nakikinig kasi ko ngayon ng mga kanta na sobrang gustong gusto ko noong october 2005,
binurn ko to exactLy october 27th 2004
eto yung iba sa mga songs:
here, there and everywhere (instrumentaL)
not this time by cuLtured pearLS
smiLe by tamia
just Like a spLendid Love song ng orange and LEmons
may mga kanta na na outgrow ko na,, Like
daLiri -kwjan,
masaya -bamboo
wag na wag by kitchie nadaL
eon,, dapat nga niLaLAgyan ko ng dates yung mga cd na bin-burn ko,,
but then masaya din sya pakinggan after a whiLE =)

yung mga paborito ko ding kuLay nagbabago,, ang una kong natatandaan na paboritong kuLay ay:
pink and vioLEt,, dapat magkasama siLa,, pero okei Lang kung vioLet Lang aLone, pero di ko nagustuhan pure pink Lang,, biniLihan ako ng mga gamit ng mommy ko na vioLEt dati, =) basta ganong range, purpLE, vioLEt, LiLAc =]

tapos may mga crushes din ako na di ko aLAm "how to get over with" kasi sobrang adik ako.. =p
haha,, wag ko na mention,, kasi pag naaaLaLA ko yung iba, di ko matanggap na nagustuhan ko siLA (ang sama ko!! 1/4 eviL haha =p)
food of course!! madami din ako nagustuhan dati na haLos araw araw ko kinakain, karamihan junk food!
dati dumadaan ako sa paLEngke para bumiLi ng oishi piLLows =) um, super adik din ako sa skyfLakes dati,, tuwing umaga, sa first period namin sa cLAss nung 4th yr hayskuL kami,, kumakain kami nun ni whenz.. haha,, patago! strikta adviser namin non,, si tch joanne schofieLd, oh and porksteak ever paLA uLam sa canteen sa schooL ko dati: HoLy famiLy academy! yun ay nung mga panahong kumakain pa ko ng porky =p
mga paLAbas din sa tv at sine!!
nung kids pa ko syempre usong uso sa kin anime
dami e,, tinatamad na ko iLista!!um, yung series na CSI, pati yung mga movies na una kong panood super cLAim ako na peyborit ko na agad pero ngayong di ko na tanda detaiLs ng story!! haha,,
but then, may mga LumuLusot pa din sa "out growing" may mga nagugustuhan ako na hanggang ngayon di ko pa din pinagsasawaan, kahit paLagi ko mapanood, marinig at makita! =)

Like sa mga kanta, dati ko pa gusto:
i miss you - incubus
fiLL her - eheads
poorman's grave - eheads
new tattoo - urbandub
=)
sa food, dati ko pa din gusto fries!! di ako nagsawa dun!
sa movies, pauLit uLit pa din ako sa my sassy girL and 10 things, sa tv show, fF.R.I.E.N.D.S pa din (kahit cd na LAng) gusto ko pa din mapanood yung ALLy mcBeaL.
may mga hobbies pa din ako na gustong gusto ko, tuLAd ng pagsususLAt ng kung anu ano Lang, (ehem, tuLAd ngayon!)
ayon, may mga bagay na hindi taLaga nawawaLA, minsan nao-over shadow Lang ng "something new" or "current addiction" pero nandyan Lang yun paLAgi,,kumbaga,"ino-over ride" ko yung sinabi ko na waLAng permanente sa kin!!
parang we are owned by the things we aLways Like, or things we never stopped Liking.. nama-manipuLAte tayo..
in a whiLE, magbabago din ang paborito kong kuLay na brown, white, grey
yung paborito kong spaghetti, kaadikan ko sa ketchup, the way i swoon over kay brandon boyd?? sa kaadikan ko sa paLabas na House, md. sa pakikinig ko ng mga Light aLternative and rock? sa Lahat ng mga "current addictions ko" .. pedeng next month mapaLitan na yung mga yun,, pwede din hindi! diba? kaya nga yung iba nagiging "aLL time favorite" ko...
o diba.. etong pagiging maguLo ko at "paradox" ay permanente na din sa kin.

haaaiii,, ang guLo mo kausap!!
yaw ko na nga!!

hmmmmm,,,, =)

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Sensitive nose...




OLfaction, or sense of smeLL, refers to the detection of chemmicaLs dissoLve in air
--http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olfaction
waLa Lan,,do you have sensitive nose?
hmmm,, masarap kasi mang amoy ng mabango syempre!! No to jabbarrness!!
ahm,, masarap ang amoy ng:
pantene na amoy saging?
bagong Linis na CR
Gap SimpLy white
Gap Dream
CooL H2O
AngeL's breath =p
pag Bagong toothbrush yun kausap =)

ayaw ko ng amoy ng cinnamon,, dunno why!!
bLhegck!! hindi tLGa mabango!!

diba?
ayun,, na-share ko Lang,, ano ba gusto nyo naamoy??





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pitSur Lang

waLa Lang..,, it's just a hubbLy day..

i wiLL miss you aLL so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

='(

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8 truths to remember

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1. faith is the abiLity to not panic

2. if you worry, you didn't pray
if you pray, don't worry

3. do the math. count your bLessings

4. God wants spirituaL truths,
not reLigious nuts

5. Laugh everyday, its Like inner jogging

6. Growing oLd is inevitabLE,
growing up is optionaL

7. siLence is often misinterpreted,
but never misquoted

8. there is no key to happiness,
the door is aLways open

make Life simpLE =)

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gaze at the stars

=]

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whoa!

CAPTION: di ko kasi kaya mag post ng ganitong pic sa prendster! nyahaha,, mag maganda tayo paminsan minsan


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however far away

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something ever distant
sitting beside me
cant fiLL our times with pretending,,
don't speak!

i dont want to dweLL with these emotions anymore
fighting with my own spirit, Losing time and time again..

standing across this veLvet rope
makes me wonder
how much of you is mine?
when i drown in you sometimes..

=(

bakit hindi tinugtog ang A NEW TATTOO nung rockestra II

=( waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

tampo ko sa urbandub!!!


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tiger LiLy. matchbook romance

ayaw ko dapat nito kasi ma-emo sya masyado,, kaya ayun,,
tinanggap ko na Lang na emo din taLaga ako minsan?? wakekekek

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we drive tonight,

and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go
i'll never let go
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i , i don't want to make things any worse.
and i i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

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my countLess down times

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sometimes,, or most of the times actuaLLy,,
you Let things fLow
from your head to the tips of your fingers
from your heart to the air that you exhaLe

sitting by the door steps makes us
want to be a cHiLd once again,,
we feeL so Left out
by the person we shouLd've been...

who are these peopLe passing by?
whose are these voices we hear not from afar?
you and i are not empty.
it just feeLs hoLLow inside..
the air offers minumum sadness as
it runs over your skin,, for you to remember
we are consumed by time..
can we remember?
can Life forgive if we tend to forget?

evaporated

kanta ng ben foLds five,,
sana ako na LAng sumuLat nito =P
hmm,, bagong OSt ng chapter ko?
enjoy the song,, it's so nice, and Sad? =)

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What Ive kept with me
And what Ive thrown away
And where the hell Ive ended up
On this glary random day
Were the things I really cared about
Just left along the way
From being too pent up and proud
Woke up way too late
Feeling hung over and old
And the sun was shining bright
And I walked barefoot down the road
Started thinking about my old man
It seems that all men
Wanna get into a car and go anywhere?


Here I stand,
Sad & free
I cant cry and I cant see
What Ive done
God...What have I done

So dont you know Im numb, man
No I dont feel a thing at all
Cause its all smiles and business these days
and Im indifferent to the loss
Ive faith that theres a soul somewhere
thats leading me around
I wonder if she knows
Which way is down...


I poured my heart out
I poured my heart out
it evaporated...see?

Blind man on a canyons edge
of a Panoramic scene
Or maybe Im a kite
Thats flying high & random
Dangling a string
Or slumped over in a vacant room
Head on a strangers knee
Im sure back home
They think Ive lost my mind.

Ben Folds Five - Evaporated

Music Code provided by Song2Play.Com

catapLexy

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iLL teLL the whoLe worLd
how much i want to perish
but a second of your memory
Locks me into utopian Living..

my cameo..
i pinch me..
we wake every morning,,
Looking at different ceiLings

i breathe my cameo..
tomorrow couLdn't be more bLurry
but you cLear the smoke..
Lead me, as i teLL myseLf another story..

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tunay na father's day!

today is quite the same as aLL the other days in my Life..

but of course i reaLized a bit of growth in me..

"you are unique, just Like everybody eLse"it was reaLLy funny when i read that..i am as typicaL as everyone eLse thinking they are someone different!

we aLL have our edge over someone eLse but that doesn't mean we are more speciaL than them, cause most probabLy they have something that we want..

actuaLLy, thinking about aLL of these things frustrates me,

because i beLieve i am a major optimist!

weLL we aLL have our own opinion, i am not a smart person,, just a smart ass!! =P

i mean, my points of view are probabLy the same as everybody eLse..

what's making them unique,, probabLy is my beLief that it is.

do you get it?cause i don't!!!!!

see this is just one of those random thoughts i have that never get to my originaL point!

naLigaw!

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waw may group picture paLa na kasama ako! sino kumuha nito?

beyond aLL doubt, we say more by saying nothing at aLL

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035108 ng umaga,,
2nd sunday of june fathers day..
061106 to be exact..

waLa Lang,, gising Lang ako kasi nag hibernate na naman ako!
kamusta ang matuLog ng aLAs tres ng hapon at magising ng 2am the next day?!

soundtrip ako,, kanina buong antiques aLbum ng piLot radio,,
ngayon incubus!
napakinggan ko ang ECHO,, kung san ko nakuha ang signature ng bLog ko,,,
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waLa Lang,,
sarap pakinggan,, ang gaLing kumuha ng saLita ni boyd,,mahAL nya taLaga ko,, i mean,, mahaL na namin ang isa't isa! =)

haaiii,,nakakabago ng mood ang kantang i miss you at echo! =)

ano na ba ang peyborit song ko?
bukod sa everLasting poorman's grave ng eheads?
i miss you ng incubus siguro
and new tattoo ng urbandub?

tpos pabago bago yung iba,,,,

hmm,, pagniniLayan ko nga yan minsan!!

given a day

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why aren't aLL things meant to be
doesn't turn into reaLity?
how can i define the hue of the bLue in you?
it is aLways sad to find the truth of you
being more than 3-miLe far..
cause we don't have a secret to keep..
but we can't speak of each other's name,,
Like a fataL speLL..
with no rescue..
and the starLight sits on your forehead
and the star dusts faLL from your eyes..
i wait with my chin resting on your shouLder
we stare at the empty space
it's meant to be that we breathe in Sync
but fate dont dare to keep me away from him again
dream, don't wake, i am Living now again
why do we aLways find ourseLves being the unfortunate oneS?
with no rescue

cLose to the end

have you ever felt being there?

have you ever found the sunshine on your hair?
have you been under your skin?
have you ever found the beauty from within?

Like an unfamiliar song

you can hum with all your heart

but you'll never find the words

And I don't wanna wake up
Without you again, without you again, without you again

An I don't wanna wake up

Feeling so close, close to the end, close to the end... close to the end.

have you ever thought of nothing else?

as I wake up each day until the moment I lay my head on my bed
And as I close my eyes and cling to my pillow
though you're miles away I still wait for the day that would never come

the stars are bound to die
it all makes no sense
I can't take the chance
i don't want to see you go, see you go...

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vision of escafLowne

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the uneasy feeLings

Lurking in your heart

are caLLing forth

a sad reaLity

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samsoon

aha!! it's sam soon!!


my profiLE picture is courtesy of jonathan neiL and jiño ray =P

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vaniLLA twirL

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i respect your thoughts
but don't judge me
for what i do,,
i have no pLAns
of being an ideaList
anytime soon,,

my pancake's gone coLd
but what i hate most is that
i didn't get a cone for
my vaniLLa sundae,,

in my dreaming head
i am in a pLAce,
2 seconds after,,
i'm heading somewhere eLSe
over the sea
my hair is aLL over my face
and brine can't hoLd itSeLf
in a paiL
over the sea

i missed the vows
i missed the sandS
the Sunset and the sunshine
i might see somehow,,this time not
over the sea

every LittLe thing

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deductibLEs!

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aLam mo ba kung ano ang deductibLes?

di'dk'tbL

at musta naman sa akin? aLam ku sya sa ndi ko msyadong gustong dahiLan,,
pero ayos LAmang sapagkat .... >

back to bLog:

sapagkat... it pAyS!

eon,,
training ako sa isang caLL center sa aLAbang na insurance ang handLE!

kaboom tLGa dahiL mega information overLoad.. ang daming kaiLangang maLaman tungkoL sa insurance


it must be a good experience,, i think,,
masyado Lan ako nag hoLdback about everthing cause i know,, what i know that i shouLd not discLose here!

=P

oh diba? HIPAA privacy ruLe

verified!

**sorry private joke**

eon,,so anu na ba?

wag na nga muna,, im so preoccupied

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boneLess "Love"!

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probabLy out of hunger or
just pLain poor hearing..i dont know to which i shouLd point my index..

boneLess "Love"!

thoughts rushed into my head
and i smiLe as i accept each one comin'
funny,,
cause i never reaLLy wanted to use the
"L" word! --(a four-Letter engLish word btw)
ive been asked before if there shouLD be a basis to "confirm" that he Loves someone..or she Loves someone..

weLL of course there shouLd be,,i think?
i think it's more of hypocricy to say that Love needs no reason,, bLAh bLah,, hope you know what non-sense i've been bLAbbering about,,
moving on,
i beLieve that, that word needs a backbone,
doesn't have to be tangibLE or anything, just one force that hoLDs both parties together.. i mean, seriousLy, is it just LAck of experience for me to say that it is impossibLE to "Love" without a particuLar reason? you expect, thats why you get hurt,. you depend, thats why you get weak, you trust that why you become guLLibLE, and you beLieve in it thats why you get broken.. when we've exceeded expectations, we've become independent, we've proven trust and finaLLy accepted by heart whatever is unbeLievabE,, maybe then,, then,,, what? i dont know what i am taLking about!! =P

but then again, who am i to taLk about aLL of this?
as of now,, i say, we need to stregthen those bones!!
drink some miLk and eat caLcium-rich food.. okei?

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we came to reaLize that we've unraveLed
a 3-LEg-Long mystery
a candy-coated broken gLASs to eat
that pinches your fLoating souL

as for me,
i stand in front of your titLe
not so thriLLing
onLy piercing,,and we are LEft with scars
that turns teaL when we cry


LifeLess shrubs dont sway with the wind
but dead fish fLows with the current

we are rotten and unfinished cLays of fate
and everytime the earth shakes..
they pick us up and throw in the air
i do not want to be the paLm with fingers that
has no mark..
they kept on carving so i couLd have prints..
it is mine
but it does not bLeed...
it hurts cause it had Long been empty..



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HOnEstLy...

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i Like taLking to exhibit B
i know that he Likes me,, i Like him,, but i don't Like him-Like him,. gets?
i Like of course his friend exhibit A. but LAteLy i've been thinking if i stiLL Like him-Like him.. i don't know, i just thought that ive outgrown the idea of Liking him., weLL not the idea but Liking him itSeLf., i stiLL Like the idea that i Like someone., anyway, exhibit A is but a stranger.. and i am gLad i won't be seeing him for the next two months., am i?





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the perfeCt Love team

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the perfeCt Love team who's the beSt Love team? marvin and cheSter 100% 1 cheLi and juvy 0% 0 yshang and joemeL 0% 0 jed and cheSter 0% 0 vin and adette 0% 0 adette and jed 0% 0 richmond and bobot 0% 0 kLein and tek 0% 0 kLEin and jed 0% 0 tek and juvy 0% 0 Poll made by pomace

what are the desires of a pure heart?

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::fermented::

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lying down has become our greatest reLief,,
the person beside uS has become our secret drawer..

so keep your treasures in me
no matter how heavy, i can carry
if the rain is so anxious to faLL
then i shaLL become the sponge to absorb before it pours..

we aLL hoLD a frozen fear..
but it wiLL rest as the sun
heats it to Liquid,.
and soon,, it wiLL go away,
with a soft breeze..
so dry your
hand and Let go.

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::wavelength of a blue sky::

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embrace the rest forty winks can give,
cLosing windows to see another reaLity.
she waits for the softest breeze,,
she recognize no agony

today i hear your voice
the waves are shorter,
beautifuL morning w/ the
bLuer sky
Livelier Life, enguLf in time

doubtfuL, you doubt the misunderstanding
rest your weight upon me
you have come
to the end of the Longest anticipation

today, with the sky of fLuffy cLouds
this dream is for you to see
come and step thrice cLoser
we race against time to test our stamina,,
to alleviate yesterday's sorrow,,

now we've seen and
we've feLt,, no other future
can charm you away from here

tanong sa reed...

“What kind of work would you like to engage in?”

I would like to engage in a work where I can travel and discover new places. That would greatly benefit me because traveling interests me a lot. Well to reciprocate, the thing I could probably give to my work is my constant curiosity of discovering places.
The kind of work in my mind is too idealistic. I am actually thinking of being a host of a travel show. Like Susan Medina and JC Gonzales with their respective shows on Studio23. They get to discover beautiful places mostly here in the Philippines. Also, they get to discover the culture of the place to go to. Seeing ads from Smart and Wow Philippines, I got more interested in going places here in our country. I bet there are hundreds of beautiful beaches, farm and other terrains here.
Having this kind of job will also allow me to be connected to my grounds. As I have said, this is too idealistic. Now if it’s not possible for me to host a show, I would like to be a part of it or a magazine/print writer and feature places, and still get to see it myself. We have a very beautiful country and it could sure use some help with regard to promotion. And through media, our tourism can surely prosper.
This is actually weird; wanting a job far from the course I am taking. Of course I would also want to be a doctor someday. But in a perfect world I would really like to profit from something I love to do, which in this case is to travel.

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RECOMMENDED

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RECOMMENDED

movie to see

i haven't been in a theather for few weeks,,the LAst one i saw was Narnia,,=l sorry,, no
suggestions for now

music to Listen to..

1990's aLternative on Yahoo Messenger =)hear hit songs from artists such as
Stone TempLe piLots
PearL jam
Foo Fighters
REM
Greenday
RAdiohead

Tv Series to foLLow

Life as we Know it,,airs on studio23 every wednesdays after CSI
(hindi ko aLam exact time e =P mga around 2120
siguro?)

Video to rent

The Eye 2 =) shiver to the misfortune of this pretty LAdy

book to read

=l waLa din akong binabasa ngayon =(
may mairerekomenda ka ba?

Random thing to do..

Sort out your HAndouts from the previous term,read them,,
especiaLLy the doodles =P

 ipagdasaL po natin yung mga

taong namatay sa stampeDe

kanina na ninais manood ng

wowowee.. more than 60 peopLE

were confirmed dead most

of them were women of age

=( marami din nasugatan at

nahiwaLAy na mga bata sa

mga kasama niLA =(haaii,,

hindi masyado masaya

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inaantok na taLaga ako kanina,, eh nung nagsi-tuLugan na mga tao dito, at waLA ng istorbo sa Labas,, ayun,, nagpakasaya ako sa internet at soundtrip!

mega favorite ko angeLS or deviLs ng dishwaLLa ngayon =) saya saya!!
kakainis exam sa botany kanina!!
kasi botany naman!! tanggap ko pang nahihirapan at nagpapakahirap ako sa genetics,, pero,, botany naman!! grrness!! wa!
nasira ko oven namin =l,, maLinaw na produkto ng katangs! haaiii,,
kinuLang pa ko sa asukaL ngayong araw na ito =(

eto paLA pauLit uLit kong pinapakinggan..
hmm,, just keeping record:

waLking after you
i miss you

greatest view
LAst kiss
angeLs or deviLs
cannonbaLL

you're beautifuL

ana's song

mga Lumang pictures...

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waw nakapag-bLog uLit!! =)

actuaLLy waLa naman ako masasabing maganda!
pero nahanap ko na yung pinaka gusto kong kanta na hindi ko ALam ang titLe!! =) weeeeee as in sumaya taLaga ko nung narinig ko uLit yun!!! saya sayA,, kita mo ba ko?tumataLon ako ngayon e =P ahehehe

share ko Lang:

this is the last time

that I'm ever gonna come here tonight

this is the last time - I will fall into a place that fails us all - inside
I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us
if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

::: thicker soLe :::

i say heLLo fLood of thoughts or Lack thereof
same sound of ending year
pushing inside your ears

ive read your ideas
see,,, your pLans are nothin new
distressed Like the year that was
but it doesn't reaLLy matter
with aLL the hope tomorrow has to offer

open paLm for you to Land on
wave goodbye to the bitter who..
wave heLLo to the better tune
hearing Louder beats,, i say heLLo

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danzEL, judy and yours truLy,, -------->

naku,, namiss ko taLaga tong daLawang to,,

so much have changed pero,, pag nakakasama ko siLa nakakfeeL pa rin ako ng warmth ng friendship niLa =)