Sunday, November 27, 2005

who are you? when wiLL you be through?

something infiniteLy interesting

it is tiring to continuaLLy know not what to do..

very very exhausting



fed up,,
time and time again
but i can not surrender
but i dont want to stay this way
are you sober enough
to hear me say,
i stiLL care..
just Like then...?
was there any change?
what can you remember?
was anything from then
reaL..was it actuaLLy reaL?
how did you get over?
how did you get over?
Let me know
though i never wanna get over
time and time again onLy you
i stiLL care for you
how did you??
teLL me.. how did you??

If everything could ever feel this real forever

Friday, November 25, 2005

something infiniteLy interesting

nakakapagod gumawa ng thesis proposaL!
pano pa kaya pag thesis proper na?
tinatamad na ko..

Sunday, November 20, 2005


thunder of nonSense words
bLEeding scepter's wound
Let the oLd pen cry
i wiLL sLide to your side
two-feet throne
she's caSting pitiful stare
withdrawal of emotions
in a freesien scent
Faking tears of
excruciating pain
enveloped melodrama
in the darkest avocation

afternoon bLues
i don't know you
not used to feeding clues

jeweLed paLm
two-feet stare
fruStration's trophy
of stranger's thought

Monday, November 07, 2005

sometimes God gives us
an orange when we asked
for an appLE because
He knows that the season
won't give us the sweetest one.
everything is BeautifuL in His own time

im'ona share to you one of the saddest thing ive ever read...
sobrang una ko tong nabaSa uhm,, mga 2nd year highschooL ako,, basta nung time na yun una din akong na-addict sa 10 things i hate about you,,,
tapos,, coLLege nabasa ko uLi to sa Laboratory manuaL ni dociLE,,, tsk tsk,, feLLow hopeLEss-romantic.. =)
--syempre hindi naman ako nakakareLAte.. pero pag maLungkot diba,, it's so easy to get your sympathy

whenever i looked at you
i feel sudden sadness
because i know you're someone who could never be mine
maybe you have noticed the sudden changes i'm having lately
i couldn't handle it anymore
i can't go on pretending
i hate myself for not being able to admit
i'm too afraid of the consequences that are bound to happen
you're smile keeps on haunting me
my mind is telling me to forget you, but how?
for long i have loved you in silence
i tried to show it hoping that you'll soon see
yet you are blind
or maybe you're just not ready for something like this
or maybe you're waiting for my move
a move that might never happen
the distance between us is getting bigger
i couldn't do anything but to admire you from a distance
i know whatever happens you and i will remain just a dream
only in my dreams i can hold you
only there i can tell you're mine
but when that dream is finally over
reality creeps through my heart
and says you're someone who never be mine