Wednesday, August 28, 2024

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Nakita ko na yung description “low tolerance to adversity”. 
Ganon pinagdadaanan ko. Parang kada may dumadating, “problema na naman???!!” 
Naubos na agad fighting spirit wala pa man din sa battleground.  
Kelan ba? 
So exhausting! Sana pwede magpahinga. Taympers muna sa intindihin. Pagod na pagod na ko sa walang humpay na pag overthink.

Tuesday, August 13, 2024

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Surely if I looked harder I'd find all my other drafts. I spent time on them - composing and Googling for much better fit synonyms, and of course filtering my actual thoughts to something I won't regret later on. 


But here we are.


Writing with no direction. Distracted. Drafting something that may or may not make my blog - depending on how soon Nklai wakes from his nap. 


So let's get to the important stuff:

I've come across this question online --

"How do you forgive yourself for the things you did not become?" 

Fuck, right?

"Panghihinayang" doesn't really translate to "regret". But how do people live without both? 

Okay I remember one of my other drafts, talking about the "cards you were dealt" in life. 

I'm not getting anywhere. And this is probably not a good start of a catching up conversation post. 

Sending light and love to my future self, if you have any panghihinayang or regrets, I hope all the good days are still worth it. 

Anyway, the little boss is up
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