Saturday, April 17, 2021

Happy Official Arte Day 2nd ECQ Edition










Birthday ni Harvey, who is in Singapore but had pizza delivered to our apartment <3

Soapblissfully Package from Maggie, kuya Lucas, & kuya Marcus

Hindi to Wildflour, yan lang ginamit ni Doe na paperbag haha

Ang gulo kasi sa chatroom namin the day before, so di ko naintindihan na magpapa Grab Food ng kape ang Team Condo. So 2nd kape ko to for the day kaya bloated ako nung hapon tapos nag alak pa kami ni Boss

Nakapag book na ko ng nature-y trip and was really looking forward to it, but it just sucks to be me, ayan nag ECQ ulit. Nung una akala ko makaka lusot pa (MECQ Bubble) coz pwede ang mga open air attraction and within the bubble naman. Pero ayaw talaga ni tadhana, so stay put ulet sa bahay. 
kahit hindi natupad ang mga unang plans. Thank you sa mga loved ones ko who showered me with extra thoughtfulness and love on my birthday. I really appreciate it; lalo na sa sweet and mabait kong asawa; for keeping me sane, sa pag grant ng mga requests ko, even buying cat food sa mga kaaway na pusang pakain na ang lakas mag demand; ang mga bisita ko: si Feisty, Tambay, Oldie, and Blacky.

I'm really just trying to keep it together. Everyone is exhausted. 
My wish is the same as last year's. Sana matapos na pandemic.

Thursday, April 15, 2021

Your Friend is not your Therapist: Please skip this post if you don't have space for negativity

Acceptance is the key talaga. So kahit gusto kong ayusin tong blog ko, puro rant na lang talaga naiiwan. 

My blog is 16 years and 4 months old as of writing! 
You can just imagine the sentimental value. Kaya kahit gusto ko na bawiin, hindi ko talaga magawa, even my most cringe-y post. Lol. Well, I did make bawi some. Anyway, 
16 years that epitomizes my identity crisis which is now slowly morphing to existential crisis. 

Eto na lang checklist ko, sana gawaan ko na soon -

Dumaguete-Siquijor Travel Blog
Book Review 
-Cradle and All - James Patterson
-Educated - Tara Westover
2nd Quarantine Official Arte Day Rant

Dun na lang muna sa realistic, kasi madami pa ko nakapending pero ayan na lang muna. 

Identity Moratorium -

I found here a list of songs which I liked back in 2006.
Surprise surprise, I still like them 'til now. 

I also listed some items which I then wanted to buy once I get a job. I now own some of it -

digitaL camera - ✔ Canon EOS M3, which I bought before our Singapore trip, na medyo malapit ko na ibenta coz ang tamad ko rin dalhin nung mga nakaraan travel namin 

poLaroid camera -✔ yes ganyan ang pagkakatype ko, upper case L, and yes, meron na ko nito, but Fujifilm Instax and not Polaroid (brand) also hindi ko binili, birthday present ni Boss back in 2016 

teLescope - wala pa ko nito, I kinda still want it, but not as much

PDA - not Public Display of Affection but Personal Digital Assistant or Handheld PC, obsolete na because everything is in Smartphones na

drumset - wala rin, and most likely di na ko bibili

canvas, acryLic paint, water coLour, different sizes of paint brushes - ✔ meron na rin, pero gift din ni boss yung first set. This was his "something to do during quarantine" gift last year

books - ✔ I have been buying myself some books since I started earning money. Speaking of which, I am still waiting for my order from this website which I haven't received yet, kaya ni-resume ko muna basahin tong book ni Tina Fey na kinainipan ko nung 2017 

Other random rant

Bakit wala pa rin sa Spotify yung ibang kanta ni Emily Wolfe?! even YouTube! 

Gusto ko na mag 2nd kape tapos ngangawa na naman ako mamaya na di ako makatulog kahit naka 6mg na ko ng Melatonin

May variant na di nade-detect ng standard testing?! 

I'm sooooooo pandemic fatigued na. I miss hugging my family and friends. 
I miss travel. I miss going to gigs and concerts! I miss buffet!!! 
I miss not worrying! 
 






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