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GAB'S V.2

** means same with v.1
halos ganun pa din!

paborito kong pagkain of all time: siguro yung pork**

paboritong agahan: kokokrunch

paboritong icecream flavor:coffee crumble**
im kinda liking strawberry icecream

paboritong inumin bukod sa tubig:mango juice**

paborito kong pelikula of all time:my sassy girl**
+ 500 days of summer

paborito kong tambayan:sa bahay nila ali =p
but i still like wendi's house

magandang lugar na napuntahan ko:siguro yung view sa
sogod, southern leyte** plus pala yung bridge connecting leyte and biliran

malayong lugar na napuntahan ko:maasin, southern
leyte**

pangarap kong mapuntahan dito sa pilipinas:vigan**

pangarap kong mapuntahan sa labas ng bansa:greece**

masayang kaganapan na napuntahan ko:isa na yung galera trip with chimaera SL last 031010

nakakainis na tao:si willie revillame?**

kinaiinsecure'an ko:lahat ng naging gf ni brandon
boyd,, hahaha =p** at yung mga taong yumayaman but still doing the thing that they love the most eg Nicolo nimor =]

mabangong pabango:back to issey miyake =p

mabangong bagay na di pabango:mga bagong labang
damit na sa araw natuyo**

weirdo'ng bagay na nababanguhan ako:bagong linis na
cr**

masakit na nanyari sa akin:nadapa ako at nasira ang
ngipin ko,tumabingi at naghiwalay =( **

nakakatakot na nagyari sakin:muntik ng mabangga,
muntik ng mahulog sa bangin sa leyte at wala ng
makakita sa katawan ko,, o shet!**

masayang nangyari sakin:not to me exactly, but nung na clear kaso ni mommy =D

gwapong lalaki:brandon boyd.., ahaha given**

magandang babae (bukod sa kin):wala ko maisip haha
conceited.. kay anne curtis siguro ko pinaka
nagagandahan, leche sya**

paborito kong kanta:mtm pero sige na nga,, poorman's
grave pa din ata?**

paborito kong album:cutterpillow ng eheads,
influence ng urbandub at light grenades ng incubus**
but i think im kinda liking mellon collie and the infinite sadness but sasawaaan ko din

hilig kong gawain:mag muni muni, magsulat ng kung
anu ano, magbasa at mamangha sa mga simpleng bagay**

ayaw kong gawain:mag hugas ng kaldero**

pangarap kong gawin:maging professional photographer
at magbyahe **


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ALI'S v.1
==comment ni gab



paborito kong pagkain of all time: chicken curry! kagutom.. xD
==daming favorite!

paboritong agahan: hmmm.. wala akong gana pagumaga pero kung may gana "tocilog"
==natatakam sana ko kaso naiisip ko ang bagong kabit kong braces =(

paboritong icecream flavor: cookies N cream.. xD
==worst flavor ever.. icecream na may panis na cookies =p

paboritong inumin bukod sa tubig: fresh milk..
==ay, i like too..

paborito kong pelikula of all time: stranger than fiction.. will ferrell fan here.
==excellent choice

paborito kong tambayan: sa garahe nila paje (drummer namin) sobrang kahit magingay kami hanggang hating gabi.. xD
==sama ko next time

magandang lugar na napuntahan ko: yung inakyat namin na puro bato sa puerto galera..
==didnt see that when we went to galera last time

malayong lugar na napuntahan ko: bangkok thailand.
==thanks sa souvenir shirt ginagamit ko pa din pantulog

pangarap kong mapuntahan dito sa pilipinas: cebu.. sa NA shop. xD
==ipon core. why not on our 2nd year anniv?

pangarap kong mapuntahan sa labas ng bansa: new zealand.
==excellent choice. freshmilk!! =p

masayang kaganapan na napuntahan ko: sonic boom shockwave.. no contest!
==oo nga no? 2nd ko to, as of yet

nakakainis na tao: mga pacool dudes na mukhang kroko.. haha
kinaiinsecure'an ko: wala.. xD
==dude chong pare man bro

mabangong pabango: nakalimutan ko yung name... haha
==walang answer so NC

mabangong bagay na di pabango: bagong labang punda ng unan.. ahaha
==yeah, di pa masyado natuluan ng laway =p

weirdo'ng bagay na nababanguhan ako: yung fret board ni dorothy.. rosewood.. hehe
==paamoy!

masakit na nanyari sa akin: nahiwa kamay ko ng tiles.. sakit! bleedxcore..awts
==yan yung scar mo sa kaliwang kamay?

nakakatakot na nagyari sakin: muntik na akong malunod..
==ODK!

masayang nangyari sakin: xmas party bata pa ako every one is chanting "ALI ALI ALI"
==at bakit? birthday mo? oo nga,, baka birthday mo nga pasko e

gwapong lalaki: no comment.. xD
==lol why not!??????????!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?! hahahahahahahaha

magandang babae: rhian ramos
==celebrity crush ko din to,

paborito kong kanta: as of now ahmmm.. wake up by coheed and cambria
==lss ko to last month

paborito kong album: incubus morning view.. mga 7yrs. champ!
==excellent choice BB the best! =D

hilig kong gawain: day dream dance, mag-makelove with dorothy, dota!
==predictable

ayaw kong gawain: maghukay ng malalim.. sakit sa braso pagkatapos..
==bakit ka naman maghuhukay?!

pangarap kong gawin: maging isang rock star.. ahahaha
==i'm on your back



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-=DAILY BREAD=-

Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says.

— James 1:22

-=LSS=-

DO I NEED A REASON

- DSOUND

To hold back my fear

and feel you so near

I've never been this far before

To hold back my fear

and feel you so near

I'm scared of falling into deep this time

Do I need a reason to tell you why

I'm singing you this song

Do I need a reason to show you that

I know where I belong

Whenever I am weary I lean on

this feeling that I have

I am so much stronger now

Thankful, yes I am

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*1st day of the work week

nothing much,,

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added 082510wed141822.

Guess what, I have a boyfriend now. I'm sooo happy. well i've been posting emails to friends here of me telling them how it all happened. that pretty much tells the story of how it began. But this isn't about him really. I was thinking, did i enter another relationship too soon? If i check the timeline,vin and i broke up 052408 it think that was a friday? We didn't actually talk about it but we after few weeks started seeing each other again as if nothing happened. That lasted until he actually left for his mission, i even went to Pangasinan with this family where he was assigned then; that was march of 09. Even before he left i was already confused. i had debates in my head. i was thinking, should i move on or is this my opportunity to prove him how much i love him. So i didnt ask, even i f i wanted to. The question was left hanging. I was happy with him more than i was confused. But then months passed and i was getting more and more confused. I asked him finally. i was merely wanting an assurance from him, but instead i got a totally opposite reply, please refer to: http://fallingstarchild.blogspot.com/2009/12/ahm.html

hahaha this is so uncool but anyway noone reads my blog aside from me. and there, i started falling out of love. but i was fine if he'd come back and would want to get back together with me. well to be honest i was still hopeful, well not that much, i was already expecting the worst. we didnt communicate for over a month. So beginning of 2010 i was already setting myself that this may just come to an end... and end soon. He reached out for me several times and i knew that he missed me as well. so i replied and sent a "breezy" email.

khaz gabaLEs to Justis

Mar 15

see you in 8 months then, just work hard, im sure november will come

before you know it, tapos play na kayo ng nephew mo =]

ingat,,

So we started talking again, although during this period i was already starting to lose interest in us "nawawalang gana". my emails were getting shorter and shorter, and if i were to compare it a meal, it's a blunt and cold porridge. he started asking if i was going out with anyone, i kept on avoiding the question. but he kept on asking incessantly. so i answered in a sarcastic manner. i knew he hated it. i knew he hated how i answered. and from that last email we havent spoken to each other yet. that was May of 2010. i didnt really care much, although i still check my mailbox during mondays. Mondays used to be so significant. I made myself extremely busy. Beginning April of this year, i havent stayed 2 days in a row at home. i always had some place to go, whether it's a gig, the mall, my friends house or at the office that i worked before. i was really busy. i was never available. i "plotted" my gala 2 weeks ahead and even had back up plan if Plan A fails. it helped a lot i started thinking about him less and less. Plus i resigned at etel and moved with K'a here over at Verizon. i had more time to be with friends. meet up with those that i havent seen a while. Shang even introduced me to her guy friend who's also single, in the hopes of me finding someone new(and yeah that didnt workout).

Scorching summer months passed by quickly. There was this one monday when i was writing the date at my journal, i realized it was a monday and i didnt think about him or thought of checking my email. i'd say i have moved on. and i was happy with that realization. like i've said before, "i have loved and was loved but some good things come to an end to make room for a new good thing." I hope that he is happy. I am happy with someone else now. I'm *happymuch*

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eto na ggles ang balitang inaabangan mo =p it's official, 'm not single anymore



kami na ni czar as of 082210sun022022 =p


we went out nung 08.21 gig yun ng Local music label (effect) anniversary nila, and there were a lot of bands. 6PM pa yung event, but since sa Makati yun and i love Makati so much sabi ko early na kami magkita =] sarap kasi tumambay sa powerbooks sa greenbelt, im sure nagpakalat kalat ka din dun nung nandito ka =p


so ayun 2pm pa lang ng 08.21 magkasama na kami, super tambay sa powerbooks then nagpabili kasi dad ko, punta kami landmark.


then kain, we look like a real couple na talaga, nung naglalakad kami sumukbit na ko talaga sa braso nya. *kiligmuch*


tapos kain kami together.. nung naka tunganga na lang kami pagtapos kumain he held my hand! Oh my gaaaahhhhdddd,,, super kilig hahahahaha!


pag naaalala ko kinikilig pa din ako.


tapos nung nagpunta na kami dun sa gig, yun 'twas nice, holding hands lang kami buong gabi, ^_^


2am na natapos syempre di pa yun sapat, i asked him na magpaumaga kami bago uwi.tambay kami sa mcdo sa pasong tamo 24/7 kasi..


tapos we were walking na palabas ng venue para salubungin ang cab, no one was around, i broke the silence na, asked him


"ali tayo na ba?" =p (ang landi landi ko, ako pa talaga nagtanong) sabi nya "hala, ako dapat nagtanong nyan"


sabi ko "eh ang kupad mo diba?" (which is true, ako talaga ang nanligaw sa kanya, gumawa ng paraan para magkita kami and all)


ayun tapos sabi ko "sige tayo na."


ayun, ang saya, hehehe feeling ko in'expect nya na din yun, kapal nun eh! feelingero talaga =p


ayun, nagbreakfast kami sa mcdo,4am sabi namin uwian na, but syempre di pa din sapat, i told him lakarin namin mula pasong tamo to edsa. i was thinking malapit lang talaga sya,, pero super pagod na kami kasi nga naka tayo lang sa gig,.super pagod ang haba pala ng ayala ave, hahahahaha, but super nice to be with him,,


=]

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The speech of genuine thinking is by nature poetic. it need not take the shape of verse. pure prose is as poetic as any poetry - Martin Heidegger

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i have loved and was loved but some good things come to an end to make room for a new good thing.

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ali's

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

khaz's:

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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happy that i'm loved

"si czar kasi kung magmahal yung tipong wala ka ng mapaglagyan" - lj paz

haaiii.. im just super happy right now. this is all new to me,. i super like him, and i've been telling him how i feel.he's been telling me how he feels and i'm just super happy. i dont know how to regulate. pero im scared that this is all just temporary. i dont want to mess anything up.
ayaw kong mawala bago pa mag umpisa. and yet im scared that if anything develops, na di rin magwork. he's one of those few ones that i want for the rest of my life. i would always want him in my life, whatever kind of "relationship" we/we'll have.
he's THAT valuable.
haaiii miss ko na agad

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mommy:bunso matulog ka na.wag kang gumaya sa balita!

me:bakit?

mommy:dahil di natutulog ang balita

lol =p

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a letter to you

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i am at a better place now. and i sincerely hope that you are as well. what happened to us s heartbreaking. because we loved each other dearly. You were my source of happiness, strength and comfort. You were my bestfriend and confidante; my nurse and my clown.
And i hated you so much for leaving me.
Not because you had to go away, but because when you were away, i was left hanging. I completely understand why you had to go, what i didnt understand is why you had to break my heart and leave me clueless.
I was just asking for a stupid assurance. How difficult is that?
I am scared to know that i gave up before i really had to. But it felt as if it had long been overdue. I was already restless and blue. And i needed you. Just a spark from you. Just an assurance. Just a single line that warms my heart, melts my fears, strengthen my knees and awaken my soul. i loved you sincerely. i loved you dearly. i loved more than i can imagine.
just needed an assurance. i was just waiting patiently. but why did you have to let me go? i loved you sincerely. i loved you dearly. i loved more than i can imagine.


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super excited to hear boyd's undeniable talent. from writing to singing. he loves art and art loves him too!excited to get a copy. hope it'll be available here in manila soon!



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