Everything that belongs in the past should remain in the past. It doesn't mean that it did not have that much of an importance in your life. It doesn't make it any less real or any less meaningful. It only means that it had passed for a reason.It would all make sense.. It's making sense.. I love the reason that it did =)
I won't stop following you
now help me pray for
the death of everything new
then we'll fly farther
cause you're my girl
and that's alright
if you sting me
I won't mind
we'll stop to rest on the
moon and we'll make a fire
I'll steal a carcass for you
then feed off the virus
cause you're my girl
and that's alright
if you sting me
I won't mind
now look at em
look at em now
look at em sting
I see a red light in June
and I hear crying
you turn newborn baby blue
now we're all the virus
waw im a little excited to write.. medyo matagal na din akong hindi naka sulat ng ganito, na super focused lang with thoughts running from my head to the tips of my fingers =]
i love writing, i dont know exactly what i want to write this mornight =p
i guess i'll start off by discussing the things that i've been liking and disliking lately..some are new realizations, others are long loved and peeved.
1.2010 - i like this year in general =] it's already the last quarter and i like how things are going. the earlier months weren't so good because i was still kinda "depressed" with the realization of the non-reconcilable breakup with my previous boyfriend and all. getting really busy was what i did. like i said walang 2 days straight na nasa bahay lang ako during my rest days,, naka plot ang mga gala ko ahead because ayaw kong mabakante. that helped big time.
i was somehow sad that i left my good friends at etelecare but i am happy with the deecision i made. i am now with verizon. it's closer to home and i get to save more. i met new friends, i like them. the managers are nice, and considerate.
and of course this year i became close again with one of my closest friends in college, and now my boyfriend ali. =] it's nice to know him a little more and get to spend time with him. i'm different when i'm with him, different in a good way. he influences me, he makes me laugh, see things in different perspective, he makes me feel special and most of all i want to be the same to him. i hope we'll grow together; not just of age but in all aspects.
2.FROYO - one of my new found favorite dessert! frozen yogurt! was introduced to me by ria =] i like kiwi and chocochip toppings!
3.DEFTONES - from what i can remember, digital bath lang yung alam kong kanta nila dati, i like yung drums nya kasi,, but when i started to listen to some of their other songs, i was smitten..they really have a unique sound. i cant name any other band who are even remotely close to their sound. plus chino has a really good voice and unique vocal prowess.
4.LEARNING A NEW PLACE BY COMMUTE - i think it's essential to be a good commuter; to be familiarized with major roads. and not take cab all the time! <-- i think i like to=his but i dont really practice it! hahaha =p
5.LEARNING IN GENERAL - gusto ko may ibang function and utak ko. i wanted to go to school again,but then learning doesnt stop there. right now, i'm practicing writing with my left hand! i've been trying to give more functions to my left hand. by next year aaralin ko naman mag cebuano, kasabot ko but gamay ra, ganahan ko to learn more ..hahahahaa idk kung tama grammar ko!
6.SLOUCHING - i knew that ive been doing it for years, but i didnt really pay attention much until ali mentioned to me so. so what if i sit that way? i knew it's an eye sore but i'm much comfortable that way. leave me be =p
7.WATCHING A GUY PLAY A GUITAR - especially those who are really in the mood, yung super obvious yung passion nila. narealize ko to nung napanood ko yung mga video ni zel bautista (December Avenue) sa youtube. he plays acoustic. wala lang ang ganda tingnan. good thing my boyfriend also plays the guitar. his guitar's name is dorothy.
1.TUMMY ACHE! - ive been having more lately. im suspecting that this is really due to alcohol..ill try y very best to avoid drinking, but there are just some occasions that it's really hard to say no to =/
2.PRICE HIKE - everything is getting more and more expensive! who likes that right? sigh. im just trying to imagine what it'll be like 10, 20 years from now!
3.YUNG MGA HINDI NAGAABOT NG BAYAD SA JEEP! - ODK, if you're so lazy to hand the pamasahe/sukli eh mag cab ka, or mag ipon ka nang makabili ka ng sarili mong kotse para walang mangiistorbo sayo!it's called courtesy my goodness!
4.MUD ON MY FEET - it's rainy again, we'll it's not like we have much of an option. it's either rainy or too hot here in the Philippines!but it's difficult to wear shoes kasi baka mabasa hanggang medyas, pag tsinelas sigurado putik >=/
5.POLITICIANS - sorry to generalize, but i think all of them are tangled in some kind of a game that even the good ones have no option but to play the dirty game. hopeless =(
6.GASTADERA - i hate how much gastadera i am. nahihirapan tuloy makaipon kahit tumaas na sahod ko. sigh. i keep on "rewarding" myself. i should always keep my eyes on the goal! SAVINGS!!!!!
ayun muna, i didnt want to write that much of my dislikes. dapat lamang ang likes ko =]
ayun. this is fun, i hope i get to write more often.
it's just sad,not a lot of people blog these days,, multiply is barely breathing..kasalanan to ng facebook!! =p i am currently following these blogs:
http://nicolo-nimor.blogspot.com/ =this is Nicolo Nimor's blog. He is an illustrator from cebu. Also born in the year 1987 (like i am) but he's got so many accomplishments already. *inggitmuch* i love my NA pencil crew tee in violet!. =] my 2nd fave tee as of yet
http://zelbautista.blogspot.com/ =Zel Bautista is the vox for the band that i'm currently stalking right now =p They are called December Avenue. Another awesome find from SonicBoom. I've seen them perform twice as of yet, and i love my DA teedee =] it's my 3rd fave tee.
http://charislaggui.blogspot.com/ =my good friend from my previous job etelecare (now Stream). quiet.eccentric.peculiar. She's got a lot of thoughts in her head and i like reading it from here. i miss batcha!!
i wanted to discover more blogs that i can follow,, especially during weekends and im here in the office, accessing non business related websites =p rawr boredom kills..
Ganito kami sa Makati super discrimination right? i lived with 2 gay guys for few months back in 2009-2010. i bet yung mga nag rent dito ay paminta din!! =p but i swear laugh out loud kami nung nabasa namin 'to ni arjen
this is along ocampo st. in Makati =p i miss Makati T_T
Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says.
— James 1:22 -=LSS=-
DO I NEED A REASON
To hold back my fear
and feel you so near
I've never been this far before
To hold back my fear
and feel you so near
I'm scared of falling into deep this time
Do I need a reason to tell you why
I'm singing you this song
Do I need a reason to show you that
I know where I belong
Whenever I am weary I lean on
this feeling that I have
I am so much stronger now
Thankful, yes I am
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Guess what, I have a boyfriend now. I'm sooo happy. well i've been posting emails to friends here of me telling them how it all happened. that pretty much tells the story of how it began. But this isn't about him really. I was thinking, did i enter another relationship too soon? If i check the timeline,vin and i broke up 052408 it think that was a friday? We didn't actually talk about it but we after few weeks started seeing each other again as if nothing happened. That lasted until he actually left for his mission, i even went to Pangasinan with this family where he was assigned then; that was march of 09. Even before he left i was already confused. i had debates in my head. i was thinking, should i move on or is this my opportunity to prove him how much i love him. So i didnt ask, even i f i wanted to. The question was left hanging. I was happy with him more than i was confused. But then months passed and i was getting more and more confused. I asked him finally. i was merely wanting an assurance from him, but instead i got a totally opposite reply, please refer to: http://fallingstarchild.blogspot.com/2009/12/ahm.html
hahaha this is so uncool but anyway noone reads my blog aside from me. and there, i started falling out of love. but i was fine if he'd come back and would want to get back together with me. well to be honest i was still hopeful, well not that much, i was already expecting the worst. we didnt communicate for over a month. So beginning of 2010 i was already setting myself that this may just come to an end... and end soon. He reached out for me several times and i knew that he missed me as well. so i replied and sent a "breezy" email.
khaz gabaLEs to Justis
see you in 8 months then, just work hard, im sure november will come
before you know it, tapos play na kayo ng nephew mo =]
So we started talking again, although during this period i was already starting to lose interest in us "nawawalang gana". my emails were getting shorter and shorter, and if i were to compare it a meal, it's a blunt and cold porridge. he started asking if i was going out with anyone, i kept on avoiding the question. but he kept on asking incessantly. so i answered in a sarcastic manner. i knew he hated it. i knew he hated how i answered. and from that last email we havent spoken to each other yet. that was May of 2010. i didnt really care much, although i still check my mailbox during mondays. Mondays used to be so significant. I made myself extremely busy. Beginning April of this year, i havent stayed 2 days in a row at home. i always had some place to go, whether it's a gig, the mall, my friends house or at the office that i worked before. i was really busy. i was never available. i "plotted" my gala 2 weeks ahead and even had back up plan if Plan A fails. it helped a lot i started thinking about him less and less. Plus i resigned at etel and moved with K'a here over at Verizon. i had more time to be with friends. meet up with those that i havent seen a while. Shang even introduced me to her guy friend who's also single, in the hopes of me finding someone new(and yeah that didnt workout).
Scorching summer months passed by quickly. There was this one monday when i was writing the date at my journal, i realized it was a monday and i didnt think about him or thought of checking my email. i'd say i have moved on. and i was happy with that realization. like i've said before, "i have loved and was loved but some good things come to an end to make room for a new good thing." I hope that he is happy. I am happy with someone else now.I'm *happymuch*
eto na ggles ang balitang inaabangan mo =p it's official, 'm not single anymore
kami na ni czar as of 082210sun022022 =p
we went out nung 08.21 gig yun ng Local music label (effect) anniversary nila, and there were a lot of bands. 6PM pa yung event, but since sa Makati yun and i love Makati so much sabi ko early na kami magkita =] sarap kasi tumambay sa powerbooks sa greenbelt, im sure nagpakalat kalat ka din dun nung nandito ka =p
so ayun 2pm pa lang ng 08.21 magkasama na kami, super tambay sa powerbooks then nagpabili kasi dad ko, punta kami landmark.
then kain, we look like a real couple na talaga, nung naglalakad kami sumukbit na ko talaga sa braso nya. *kiligmuch*
tapos kain kami together.. nung naka tunganga na lang kami pagtapos kumain he held my hand! Oh my gaaaahhhhdddd,,, super kilig hahahahaha!
pag naaalala ko kinikilig pa din ako.
tapos nung nagpunta na kami dun sa gig, yun 'twas nice, holding hands lang kami buong gabi, ^_^
2am na natapos syempre di pa yun sapat, i asked him na magpaumaga kami bago uwi.tambay kami sa mcdo sa pasong tamo 24/7 kasi..
tapos we were walking na palabas ng venue para salubungin ang cab, no one was around, i broke the silence na, asked him
"ali tayo na ba?" =p (ang landi landi ko, ako pa talaga nagtanong) sabi nya "hala, ako dapat nagtanong nyan"
sabi ko "eh ang kupad mo diba?" (which is true, ako talaga ang nanligaw sa kanya, gumawa ng paraan para magkita kami and all)
ayun tapos sabi ko "sige tayo na."
ayun, ang saya, hehehe feeling ko in'expect nya na din yun, kapal nun eh! feelingero talaga =p
ayun, nagbreakfast kami sa mcdo,4am sabi namin uwian na, but syempre di pa din sapat, i told him lakarin namin mula pasong tamo to edsa. i was thinking malapit lang talaga sya,, pero super pagod na kami kasi nga naka tayo lang sa gig,.super pagod ang haba pala ng ayala ave, hahahahaha, but super nice to be with him,,
Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
"si czar kasi kung magmahal yung tipong wala ka ng mapaglagyan" - lj paz
haaiii.. im just super happy right now. this is all new to me,. i super like him, and i've been telling him how i feel.he's been telling me how he feels and i'm just super happy. i dont know how to regulate. pero im scared that this is all just temporary. i dont want to mess anything up. ayaw kong mawala bago pa mag umpisa. and yet im scared that if anything develops, na di rin magwork. he's one of those few ones that i want for the rest of my life. i would always want him in my life, whatever kind of "relationship" we/we'll have. he's THAT valuable. haaiii miss ko na agad
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firstname.lastname@example.org [2:10 PM]:
Gabales, Christian Kathleen V [2:10 PM]: super excited even more email@example.com [2:10 PM]:
Gabales, Christian Kathleen V [2:12 PM]: kung may pasok nun sila arjen punta tayong pbcom (sa dati kong opis) pakilala kita kila harvey and ria.. Gabales, Christian Kathleen V [2:12 PM]: ay weekends off ata sila tho firstname.lastname@example.org [2:13 PM]: nyak! email@example.com [2:13 PM]: ayun firstname.lastname@example.org [2:13 PM]: hey gab.. alis muna ako... text text na lang muna.. bumili na daw ako bago ako pumunta sa taal at magsauli ng mga hiniram. Gabales, Christian Kathleen V [2:13 PM]: okay =] Gabales, Christian Kathleen V [2:13 PM]: ingat email@example.com [2:13 PM]:
Gabales, Christian Kathleen V [2:13 PM]: later firstname.lastname@example.org [2:13 PM]: okay.. later..
072610 pero super masaya ko.. meron nagpapasaya, haha, at kilala mo to =p hainaku, huli kami nagkwentuhan ni Lj, wala pa, pero wala pa din talaga,, masaya lang =p
******** 072710 anyway, oo chismisan talaga kita, pero napansin ko, i tend to go overboard when i like a person =0 super adik talaga. i dont know how to regulate =p
******** 080310 hahaha i like your response giggles "normal na di ma-regulate" sha, itago na lang natin sya sa pangalan czar nicholas alindogan =p wala naman talagang progress, i just like talking to him, sabi ko nga sa friends ko,parang seamless ang mga araw kasi super continuous ang paguusap namin, but i dont know how he feels right now, friends lang kami.. hahahahahaha =p artista? ******** 080510 mga April of this year kami nag start mag usap ulet palagi, chat, text, call, fb..we dont hangout kasi sa bulacan na sya diba =/ kita lang kami summerslam (april) tapos may tour ng clothing company from cebu (july17) tapos the ffg week kasi nagpunta naman kami ng mga friends ko sa bulacan. i swear i want to use any lame escuse just to see him =p kinilig din ako hahaha pero nakuu ggles wag kang ma-excite sinasabi ko sayo =p dahil nararamdaman kong wala itong kahihinatnan =/ friends lang talaga kami from his perspective =p ako lang ang kinikilig dito hahahahaha. pero carry lang.
******** 080610 oo, naku yawko muna, baka nangangarap lang ako =p kung meron man i-update kita haha =D
******** 080910 ggles! progress bar, mga 80% na,, hainaku kiligCORE! eto namang si diary mo ay may pagka slow talaga.. may mga palipad hangin na kasi ko sa FB nung mga nakaraang linggo.. akala nya ata ay para sa magaling ko x.. pero!... nitong friday sabi ko "i think i love you" tapos dineactivate ko muna account ko,. kinabukasan naka "i think i love you too" naman ang feelingero! hahahahahahaha. ano sya, minsan manhid pa sa comatose minsan feelingero talaga.. pero kinausap kasi sya ng friend ko, nang di ko nalalaman, kala nya talaga eh love ko pa si vin,, naku past is past.,tapos eto na nagka courage na talaga sya, hahaha.. nung nireactivate ko yung account ko sa fb at nabasa ko yung "i think i love you too" nya, nag comment talaga ko (text lang),sabi ko "ayos sa status ah" nagmaang managan pa,, sabi ko sa kanya f na f nya,. bago pa pala yun,tinanong nya kung bakit ko daw dineactivate account ko, sabi ko "kasi yung crush ko, pacute ng pacute sa crush nya, nasisira araw ko" (may classmate kasi syang maganda, nagpapansin sya dun). sabi nya "eh cute naman ba sila?" sabi ko "yung crush ko feelingero yung crush nya eh cute naman talaga" ngayon eto ang status nya: "hindi ako ang presidente kahit ako pa ay masisante.., pero ako'y isang rebelde na may mahal na taga cavite -feelingero xD " kiligCORE =p hahahaha may puntahan kaming gig sa 21.. gusto ko nang mag timespacewarp! =p sige yan muna,, nakakahilo na yan ******** 081010
hahaha ggles, kiligCORE everyday..ayun nagtatawagan din kami, kahit nagigising ako sa tawag nya bago ang alarm ko eh di ako nababadtrip =p di na kami masyado nagpapalipad hangin ngayon kasi sinasabi na namin ng derechan sa text/tawag =p hmmmmmmm ^_^ tralalalala *kilig* may friend ako na kasama din namin nung summerslam nung April.. tinatanong nya nung una nyang nakilala si czar sabi nya "may chance?" eh nung mga panahon na yun malay ko ba..sabi ko "hindi, ano ka ba" ayun.. binabawi ko na,, hahahahaha =p sabi nya sa kin nitong huli "i knew it!"
i am at a better place now. and i sincerely hope that you are as well. what happened to us s heartbreaking. because we loved each other dearly. You were my source of happiness, strength and comfort. You were my bestfriend and confidante; my nurse and my clown. And i hated you so much for leaving me. Not because you had to go away, but because when you were away, i was left hanging. I completely understand why you had to go, what i didnt understand is why you had to break my heart and leave me clueless. I was just asking for a stupid assurance. How difficult is that? I am scared to know that i gave up before i really had to. But it felt as if it had long been overdue. I was already restless and blue. And i needed you. Just a spark from you. Just an assurance. Just a single line that warms my heart, melts my fears, strengthen my knees and awaken my soul. i loved you sincerely. i loved you dearly. i loved more than i can imagine. just needed an assurance. i was just waiting patiently. but why did you have to let me go? i loved you sincerely. i loved you dearly. i loved more than i can imagine. 080310tue163918
i havent been this way before i tend to go overboard. but that's fine.. it's alright.. if it doesnt work then at least i made the most out of it. i'm just insanely happy talking to you being with you.. influenced by you.. so as my boyd said "you do something to me that i cant explain. so would i be out of line, if i say i miss you.."
soooo many passwords to remember!! i use all of these at least once a day, or 5 days in a week (work week) some are used almost 10 times in a day stupid web-based tool keeps on timing out! >=/ but im surprised on how i can associate my password with the account i use it for,,
i want to quit. quit quick.quit cold turkey. and it's not good anymore. no it's so not good anymore. i want to quit. and i want to be chased. run. run away. but i will run farther. dont let me runaway.
A temporary fix or moment's elixir..woo,,the weather is sooo inviting! bakit lunes ngayon? pfft
maybe a cocktail maybe just gin..what's important is a good company.. i promise to take care of my health.. but, you know with a weather like this, it would be so nice to chill, eat, drink and have a long meaningless conversation with a good friend.. =] right? 2011 no more alcohol for me!
i got these back in college.. i still super love these..and it's nice to hear 'em after a while..i also like it when i dont know the artist or the song at all,, so no sawa factor right =]
SENSEI (cheli silla) -he gave it to me when we were in college. my favorite tracks are:ever,don't wait,lazy eye, landslide and be quiet and drive (acoustic)
1. Whiskey and wine - 311 2. I want you - third eye blind 3. Attitude - alien ant farm 4. a promise - chicocsci 5. don't wait - dashboard confessional 6. be quiet and drive (acoustic) - deftones 7. teenager - deftones 8. ever - team sleep 9. wonderful - everclear 10. Lazy eye - fall as well 11. all under heaven - faspitch 12. Everlong - Foo Fighters 13. Clean (incubus) - Incubus 14. Some will seek forgiveness - Underoath 15. Pictures of you - the cure 16. Walang kadala dala - Sandwich 17. Landslide - Smashing Pumpkins 18.i of the mourning - Smashing Pumpkins 19.bedroom talk - starting line (?)
KRES/KUYA MIC's Birthday Souvenir they celebrate their birthday every October . My favests on this list are caught in the sun, wallflower and good thing you're young
1. Save yourself - Sensefield 2. Bother - stone sour 3. Don't walk away - mayfield four 4. When i look to the sky - train 5. Here's to the night - eve 6 6. Epiphany - Staind 7. I think God can explain - Splender 8. It's over now - neve 9. Somwhere out there - Our Lady Peace 10. Rest in pieces - Saliva 11. Caught in the sun - Course of nature 12. Mourning - Tantric 13. Taking my life away - Default 14. Somewhere in the middle - Dishwalla 15. Falls on me - Fuel 16. Wallflower - Caroline's Spine 17. Dare you to move - Switchfoot 18. Good thing you're young - Pilot Radio