Pre-Birthday Monologue

I'm turning __! Can you believe it?! 10 years ago I was only __. That's old! I mean what do __-year old people do? How do they think? 
Why is my age getting bleeped out?! I'm not ashamed of my age! 

I've learned important things as I've grown older. 
Among the things that I've learned is, you can use "The fuck /tf" as substitute to the five Ws - Who, What, Where, When, and Why. 
eg.
Tf ate my cheesecake?!
Tf is this? (then points at the person you don't know)

That's not the only thing I've learned. I've also learned that when heating your bread (or pizza) using the microwave, you have to put a glass of water (or anything microwave-safe container with water in it) in it so the bread will remain moist. If you need scientific explanation please Google it. 
Speaking of Google, another thing that I've learned is you can go to scholar.google.com instead of just regular Google if you want your search to yield studies and other scholarly literature. I mean, everyone is on the web. Stupid people are on the web. I am on the web! You are reading this and this isn't educational at all.

There was one more thing I've learned that wanted to include in this post but forgot, also I do not want to seem so smart. 

I want to talk about the things I love. People my age, they usually talk about their children. Can I be honest here? I still don't know if I want kids. I am so fortunate that my husband is okay with that. I think he'd be an awesome father, I can already see it. He will probably be a new version of him that I'll love even more. But I can't look past the responsibilities. I mean I'm so sure that if and when we do decide and be blessed with a child, it will be spectacular. I'm certain it will be a new kind of love I've never felt before and I'll be wondering why it took me so long to do it. But that's a monologue for another time. 

Dear future child. I already love you before I met you. And I want to be sure that you have the best, and that includes having the best version of your mother. 

For now, let me love a bit selfishly and enjoy the things I have. One of the things I love the most about life, travelling. 

The Maldives 

I will never be able to justify spending a fortune for beach again. So we did it for our honeymoon.
It sounds so far right? The Maldives. Newsflash - it's still Asia. I hope to travel farther, maybe Europe before I turn 40. I still have _ years so that's fine I guess. 

The Philippines

Am I being unfair? I know all of them require their own post (like this and this), but I think I did most so I'll just pick out random photos.

  

Siquijor

Okay, I'll post my Dumaguete x Siquijor x Apo Island trip soon so I'll skip the rest of those photos.

Lakawon Island

Okay now I'm just tinatamad and so many beaches that I love. 
so I'll just cut this post short and continue binge-watching The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel. 

I'm on s02e04 ~~ Zachary Levi is on Mrs Maisel!! My Chuck Bartowski is now an accomplished physician or something.

Let me end this post by claiming my birthday wish:

I wish for this Covid-19 crisis to end! 

something infiniteLy interesting