who are you? when wiLL you be through?

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it is tiring to continuaLLy know not what to do..

very very exhausting

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fed up,,
time and time again
but i can not surrender
but i dont want to stay this way
are you sober enough
to hear me say,
i stiLL care..
just Like then...?
was there any change?
what can you remember?
was anything from then
reaL..was it actuaLLy reaL?
how did you get over?
how did you get over?
Let me know
though i never wanna get over
you
time and time again onLy you
i stiLL care for you
how did you??
teLL me.. how did you??

If everything could ever feel this real forever

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nakakapagod gumawa ng thesis proposaL!

pano pa kaya pag thesis proper na?

=(

tinatamad na ko..

,,,

thunder of nonSense words
bLEeding scepter's wound

Let the oLd pen cry
i wiLL sLide to your side

two-feet throne
she's caSting pitiful stare
withdrawal of emotions
in a freesien scent

Faking tears of
excruciating pain
enveloped melodrama
in the darkest avocation

afternoon bLues
i don't know you
not used to feeding clues

jeweLed paLm
two-feet stare
fruStration's trophy
of stranger's thought

sometimes God gives us
an orange when we asked
for an appLE because
He knows that the season
won't give us the sweetest one.
everything is BeautifuL in His own time

________________
im'ona share to you one of the saddest thing ive ever read...
sobrang una ko tong nabaSa uhm,, mga 2nd year highschooL ako,, basta nung time na yun una din akong na-addict sa 10 things i hate about you,,,
=)
tapos,, coLLege nabasa ko uLi to sa Laboratory manuaL ni dociLE,,, tsk tsk,, feLLow hopeLEss-romantic.. =)
--syempre hindi naman ako nakakareLAte.. pero pag maLungkot diba,, it's so easy to get your sympathy

whenever i looked at you

i feel sudden sadness

because i know you're someone who could never be mine

maybe you have noticed the sudden changes i'm having lately

i couldn't handle it anymore

i can't go on pretending
i hate myself for not being able to admit

i'm too afraid of the consequences that are bound to happen
you're smile keeps on haunting me

my mind is telling me to forget you, but how?
for long i have loved you in silence

i tried to show it hoping that you'll soon see

yet you are blind

or maybe you're just not ready for something like this

or maybe you're waiting for my move

a move that might never happen
the distance between us is getting bigger

i couldn't do anything but to admire you from a distance
i know whatever happens you and i will remain just a dream
only in my dreams i can hold you
only there i can tell you're mine
but when that dream is finally over

reality creeps through my heart
and says you're someone who never be mine

Love for music, passion,paramita and jm

one of the best tugtugan nights ever =)

IMAGO

nag umpiSa sa imago dyan sa Sm-dasma.. okay goodLuck naman sa 1530 ng start no? so ayun

at 2 hours Late siLa aia, zach at tim.. daLa niLa bahiSta ng chicosci?ata? --La si myrene,, may

gig kasi sa ibang

LupaLop sandwich e,,

so nagumpiSa sa "permiso... permiSo,,... permiSO sa isang

araw na makaSama ka... abiSo ng pusong buLag na humahanga..." .... yes,, my oh my TANING!!!

ganda ng

boSes ni aia!! diwata sya grabe!

!
marami siLang kinanta,,, karamihan gaLing sa TAKE TWO na aLbum,, AKAP ever,, syempre! =)

PHOENIX, FREEFALL, BIHAG, yung iba gaLing sa unang aLbum,, IDLIP--mas gusto ko yung sa

cd na version,, may vioLin pa kasi yun,, at ang ever infamous RAINSONG --okay,,, here comes the

rain.. do you see it comin' ?
and wow to wrap it aLL up with their LAtest singLE out: ANINO,,, aia Laid her guitar to rest

and DANCED on stage! as in!!! wwwwooooooooo,,, syempre react mga tao!!

sexy pa man din nya,,, haaiii,, at napakaganda nya nung LadLad na hair nya,,

syempre focuSed din ako kay Zach,, naku, kakaiba dating nya,, basta,, at grabe ang gaLing nya

taLaga magDRUMS,,, i was swept away.. gusto kong makidrums sa kanya right then and there!

ang gaLing taLaga,, kokopyahin ko sana yung ending ng AKAP kasi nga pina-practice namin

yun..

kaso waLA na-mesmerize ako e!!

so si tim..una kong nakita,, LAking tao ba naman,.. i wonder kung niLApitan namin sya, maaLALa

nya kaya na kami yung nang istorbo sa kanya sa parking Lot nung ROCKESTRA?! bait nya,,

pLeasant taLAga.. =)

so ayun,, mga 1830 natapos,, at medyo nadudurog na ang puso ko nun,,,,,

6 MORE BANDS

so from dasmariñas, cavite nagLAkbay kami papuntang enchanted kingdom Sta. Rosa, Laguna --

- COMMUTE!

on the way,, rinig namin sa NU Live patch from ek,, SUGARFREE tumutugtog,,,i was very anxious

kasi ang gusto ko taLagang mapanood mag perform ay PARAMITA! --sa pagkakaaLAm ko 1900

siLa tugtog,, so ayun durog na nga puso ko,, kasi kaLa ko di ko siLa maabutan.. =(

mabiLis yung byahe THANK GOD! ,, pagkatapos ng session

ng sugarfree, medyo chika chika yung mga dJ's ng NU,,

tapos

CHUBIBO

na yung tumutugtog pagdating namin,, ang

ganda ng vox niLa =) naghahanap pa kami ng magandang

spot nun,,

baLE 5th band na chubibo di namin naabutan DICTA

LICENSE(with pochoy ever crush ni kre) JUAN PABLO

DREAM, 6CYCLEMIND (sayang di ko pa siLa napapanood ng Live) SUGARFREE (sa radyo

Lang namin napakinggan, kei na rin kasi gaLing gaLing naman ni EBE nung rockestra)

PARAMITA!!!!!!!!

-- nung nakita ko na si ria: vox/drummer!!( --astig diba?) nasiyahan na agad

ako!! cute

nya.. though parang maputLA sya,, she was wearing orange,, pareho siLa ni aLsey--the bassist..

and kanina napanood ko sa MTV hanging out pareho nanaman siLA ng kuLay-.. op si Normz?

ayun,, aLive ang mga tao nung siLa nagperform! grabe,, gaLing ni ria.. and what i Like about their

music is hindi nag sasapawan yung bass, Lead and drums,, rinig mo Lahat,, maLinis din siLA

tumugtog! for the nth time.. ang saya!!!

kaLa ko may break pa,, dati kasi ganun,, 3 sessions yun,, may atLEast 30 mins break,,hindi pa

kami kumakain,,, kasama ko si Lj and czar,, dapat mag take out kami sa j'bee waLtermart.. sabi

ko kay Lj,, "yaw ko i-jeopardize yung chance na maabutan ko PARAMITA. =)"

SOAPDISH!!!

--hindi ko naman taLAga masyadong pansin tong banda na to,, though naaaLiw din

naman ako sa kanta niLang EWAN KO and TENSIONADO.. pero nung nagperform siLA,, aba

ang vox hyper!! hmm,, nasobrahan sa atp! =)

kakaaLiw sya,, kuha nya mga tao,, at mukhang adik sya sa ITCHYWORMS,, nood kasi taLaga sya e..

SPONGECOLA!!!!!!!

ai matindi 'to,,not everyone Loves spongecoLa,, especiaLLy guys,, some

find them too,,

meLanchoLic,, but i Love them, as much as i Love yaeL ang their Lyrics! (see? much of a

hopeLess romantic here!)

they started with a bLAst,, LUNES -- i Like that song,,

**screaming girLs** dami kasi babae sa bandang unahan kaya ayun,, magkano daw si yaeL??

kiLig na kiLig siLa,,, uhmm kami pALa.. =) cute nga rin paLa yung guitarista niLa! =)mapayat nga

Lang.. hihi,, mukhang babae..

kanta din niLA: GEMINI -of couRse..KLSP and UNA (sana tinugtog na Lang niLa NEON,, pero

wag niLa i-out kasi i Love that so song so much (so na much pa!) yaw ko maging gasgas

masyado! okay,,, to top it aLL of,, he aLso put down his guitar and sing aLanis-Ly (maLikot sa

stage!) but ooopss,, girLS screamed Louder!! uh-oh his fLy was open,, my gosh... that smiLe on

his face was priceLess when he found out that it was open so, such cute smiLE from a guy who aLways has his

eyebrows cLose together >=l

ITCHYWORMS

--- 27000 years ko na siLang naririnig,, dami kasi kong kaikiLaLa na gusto siLa..

yung kanta niLang AKIN KA NA LANG-- naku,, mga LaLaking naninira ng karibaL tsktsk,, pero

cute ng kanta niLa,,, di ko Lam yung iba,, pero

pansinin taLaga sa kaniLa yung Lead niLa na kaLiwete! ,, okay,,as in baLiktad yung gitara nya!!

=) and performer din ang dating niLa with their "coordinated" get up: poLo with necktie..

ORANGE AND LEMONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just Love them so...

syempre ang pansin ko sa kaniLa eversince their "spLendid Lovesong" moments kakaiba kasi

siLA,, uhmm,, baLe dati ang kiLaLA ko Lang ay si MCOI and CLEM--si cLem taLaga beatLes ang

dating! basta gaLing niLa!

aba,, ang cute paLa ng DELMUNDO brothers! ACE on drums and JM on bass...haaaaiiiiiii

++swoon over jm!++

ang cute ni jm,,,,,,kakabaLiw... basta ang cute nya,,,

at ang cute nya pa,, bihira ko naman mapansin ang mga

bassist (ai di rin paLa? heLLo hunnybunch, myrene

academia and kre)

may mga kinanta gaLing sa unang aLbum,, they started off with HEY, PLEASE (cLem was on

vocaLs,, and i feLt Like i traveLLed to past!)

they aLso pLayed songs from STRIKE WHILST THE IRON IS HOT -- syempre ang mga naka out:

PINOY AKO, HEAVEN

KNOWS(--i'm faLLin for this song), HANGGANG KAILAN

may iba pa siLang tinugtog na di ko Lam titLE,, but the PARTY MONSTERS ON THE LOOSE was

wrapped up with ARMAGEDDON IS COMING TO TOWN,, okay sayaw ng sayaw yung nasa

unahan ko gusto ko na siLang ituLak,, don't rub your eLbow against me when i'm trying to focus

everybit of my senses to JM okay?!!?!?

bago tumugtog yung itchyworms.. nag dispLay ng fireworks,, ang ganda paLa pag maLApit..

basta parang canopy mo taLaga yung fireworks,,, haaii,, sorry mother nature,, sorry ozone Layer! =)

sorry sLEeping sta. rosa!

so since commute kami,, past 0200 na ko nakauwi,, di naman paLa ko deads sa tatay ko,, but my

mother was stiLL up,..waiting for me.. awww so sweet..

=)

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recommended:

Movie to see:

---DOOM --- if it's stiLL showing? gwapo ni karL urban

Album to Listen to:

---URBANDUB'S INFLUENCE
++gaLing gaLing,, taLaga,, ganda ng new tattoo.. tsaka saiLing,, tsaka Lahat na!!

CD/DVD to rent:

--- SABRINA starring audrey hepburn
--- EDWARD SCISSORHANDS starring JoHnnyDepp

+kakapanood ko Lang kasi Last week,, gusto ko Lang mapanood nyo din tapos pag kwentuhan natin

Website to check out:

---www.DICTIONARY.com
+waLa Lang,, baka kaiLanganin mo ng synonyms, speLLing, transLation, usage,, =) makakatuLong yan!

book to read:

WHEATER'S FUNCTIONAL HISTOLOGY

-basta hanapin mo sa bookstore tapos basa bashin mo Lang =)

food to eat(or atLeast try to):

SKYFLAKES WITH CONDENSED MILK
+masarap yan,,, nadiscover ko yan muLa sa WEAL =)

random thing to do:

BUKLATIN ANG LUMANG PHOTO ALBUM
---pansinin mo naka ubos yan ng oras =) ..kakamiss siLA no?