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Kaninang umaga pagka bili jila ng taho, inabutan ako ni Nikolai ng tiny flower na pinitas nila ni Dadda.

Throughout the day may mga random I love yous. 

Yung pag share nya ng snack nya. 

Pag apply ng lotion sakin coz baka mag mosquito bite daw, gave me the fluffy pillow (replace yung small/flat one) and pag put on ng blanket sakin.

All in a loving day of my Banikolai. 

Sana palagi ko maalala.

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Tequila Girl Musings

Hanggang ngayon di pa ko ready i-hard launch si new chapter. 

Parang natatakot pa kasi ko mawala. Grabe sa trauma. 

I want to say na it’s been going well. And only these past few weeks ko naramdaman yon. May mga days pa rin though na parang, WTF am I doing here? Bobong-bobo ako sa sarili ko. 

I know if it was someone I care about na ganto pinagdadaanan, I would tell them to give themselves grace. Pero ewan ko ba, parang hard ko nga talaga sa sarili ko.  

I’ve made peace with the things na hindi ko makakamit in this life.  

All the places na hindi ko mapupuntahan, and experiences na hindi ko magagawa, okay na ko dun.   

Though this time, I want this to workout.  

Para kay Nikolai.   

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Bless the Telephone

Unemployment Photo Dump

Napakaraming kwento at ganap pala coz ang tagal kong tambay, bigla akong tinamad. 

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The months that I was unemployed felt like one giant blur. There were times I don’t know what day and date it was. Nag aabang lang ng rest days ni Ali in the hopes of doing something different. 

I “enjoyed” the holidays of 2024 pa din, but when I started looking for a job diligently, I was stressed and terrified most of the time. Sayang opportunity to do some of the things I wanted to do; na-consume kasi ng anxiety. 

I just hope my friends including kA will not struggle much by the time they decided to find another job.

Onward

In all my triumphs and losses, you will always be in my heart, Mommy. 

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