Tequila Girl Musings

Hanggang ngayon di pa ko ready i-hard launch si new chapter. 

Parang natatakot pa kasi ko mawala. Grabe sa trauma. 

I want to say na it’s been going well. And only these past few weeks ko naramdaman yon. May mga days pa rin though na parang, WTF am I doing here? Bobong-bobo ako sa sarili ko. 

I know if it was someone I care about na ganto pinagdadaanan, I would tell them to give themselves grace. Pero ewan ko ba, parang hard ko nga talaga sa sarili ko.  

I’ve made peace with the things na hindi ko makakamit in this life.  

All the places na hindi ko mapupuntahan, and experiences na hindi ko magagawa, okay na ko dun.   

Though this time, I want this to workout.  

Para kay Nikolai.   

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