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I got laid off.

Next week unemployed na ko.

I feel lost.

And yes, tinuloy pa rin naming JP trip. Dream destination na pampasaya and pang distract habang puro meetings and busy chatroom regarding separation.

Nagigisng in the middle of the night with kabog sa dibdib, terrified na I might not find a well-paying remote job - with my lack of skill na kaya sustain bills and lifestyle namin.

I need to upskill, or explore new career? 

I need to practice presenting myself in an interview na sobrang hirap gawin after confidence crashed sa last role.

Yun lang.

Tapos sa SocMed syempre puro vanity pa rin ipopost ko and curated post ng happy Japan trip.

Pero masaya naman talaga. 

Dream come true.

Pero behind it all, eto same old riddled with anxiety self pa rin.